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26.7.09 2:59 PM
It puzzles me sometimes. Why is happiness so hard to achieve when its right in front of us? Even if we do have it, there will always be a missing piece of something else. Life is meant to be like that I guess? On the other hand, I'll give a very long post for today. I just feel like blogging and typing away all my sorrows or happiness here. It's been too long since I did a normal entry to this spacious blog. Tons of things happened but I'll let out as much as possible all that I can remember. Here goes..
Love : My love life has been pretty exciting. A lot of things took a turn. There were fights, flings, incidents, everything, u name it. But im glad I did learn from it and I made a promise to myself not to ever do things that wouldn't benefit me again. I admit I'll always do things without thinking first. But nonetheless, I love my bf and I bet he loves me more than ever. Thank you for staying through with me no matter what all these while. Work : 'Keje mcm anak dah 10'. Hahahaha. Thats what my friends everytime say to me. LOL. Its quite true. Im always tired and my eyebags can be much bigger than ur ass if I don't get enough sleep. Wait, since when do I even have ENOUGH sleep? I need to wake up as early as 5.30 a.m. and only knock off at 1 or 2 a.m.Thats like 3-4 hrs of sleep/day.The reason why I need to have 2 jobs is to be able to support myself as well as to save sufficient $$$ for studies next year. Still, I have to handle it no matter how tough it is. God willing.
Friends : I wanna say thanks to those who have been with me all along through any circumstances. You guys might be busy with new friends or whoever but just remember that no matter what, Im always right here should you need meanytime, anywhere. You people were the best that could ever happen to me as well as teaching me the meaning of friendship. I hope that the friendship lasts forever. You people know who you are. Please call me during your free time and meet me up. Oh yeah, good luck to you guys and may the future be rewarding for every single one of you. I love you guys to the max from the bottom of my bloody heart.
Life : Hmmm. This part is confusing. Know why? Because life is harsh yet thrilling at the same time.Maybe it is true. So far, im trying my best to really understand what life has to offer and why. There is so much to learn and I believe there's a lot more to come. In life, nobody will ever know that answer though. So just leave it to fate and your destiny.
It feels so good to finally say whatever that you've kept inside for such a long time. Did I mention that I am a much cheerful and talkative girl than before? Hahahaha. Please don't ask why cause Idk why either. Before I end, I wanna remind everyone this, ''Always look on the bright side and lead life to the fullest!''
*Treasure the happiness that you have now or you'll regret not having it later.
Cheers. Till next time, xoxo. Shasha.
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